July 17, 2009

I’ve got a feeling, it’s hard to explain
Feels like the devil rents a room in my brain
The things im ashamed of feel like dear old st paul
The things that I wanna do, I don’t do at all

So bury me deep, cover me with snow
Wrap me in sleep, blanket of ghosts

The spirit is willing, but the flesh is so weak
I wanna kiss her lips, but I kissed her cheek
Just hear my request, give this one on fair way
Please take me home before it’s too late

Bury me deep, cover me with snow
Wrap me in sleep, blanket of ghosts

Wake me when it’s spring time in heaven
When the tears are all white from my face
Wake me when it’s spring time in heaven
When I’m strong enough to walk in that place



April 10, 2008

Where do you see yourself in, say, 10 years?

Be as in-depth as you want; location, who you’re with, marrige status, kids etc.

I’m just curious.

The White Lie Affair

April 4, 2008

Part of me wants to stop you before you go any deeper. Another part wants me to watch you suffer, as you create lies to cover lies. This part wins. You’ve now got no one to blame but you.

It was nice to watch your reaction when you realised that you’d said one too many ‘white lies’, as you call them. Sure, the first one may have helped out, had you not been such a self-righteous fuckup and carried on. The ‘one step backward for two steps forward’ formula just isn’t working anymore, is it?
I love how you know you’re doing it, but you can’t stop. If this was earlier on in my life, I’d most likely have stepped in and ended it. I’ll just sideline it and get the popcorn shall I? If this goes on the way it is, the final part is going to be so, so good.

Stop it, now.


April 3, 2008

People, in general, are cunts. Some are mildly annoying; some are fully-blown, absolutely despicable people. These are the worst. Truly, truly horrid people. What makes it worse is that sometimes said people don’t even realize it.

Certain people don’t know the true meaning of friendship, and yet are upset when they look for comfort, but don’t find any.

As I wander round town, killing time until Uni comes, it really makes me wonder how these people will ever become properly accepted.  

There once was a time where I’d strive to find *any* quality in a person, and focus on that, forgetting the many flaws they had. I can happily say, this is not the case anymore. I really do think there are just some people out there that don’t have any. As a wise person once said, he “hates people until he finds a reason not to.” Recently, I’ve found this to be a better way of gauging people. Not hating them to begin with, but cautious at least.

Most of you reading this will think someone has pissed me off majorly in order for me to be doing this. No-one has, though. I’ve never been happier with the people I know now; I’ve just become aware enough to realize that there are people out there that just piss me off.

It’s a pity it’s taken this long.



Hi there…

March 18, 2008

So, back to the blog.

It’s been a while, and a fair amount of stuff has happened since the previous post. It’ll be hard to get back into regular blogging, but I think I’ll manage it.

If this continues, it’ll be different from this post onwards. No more Albums etc.

A certain Chronicler enticed me back to blogging.

Someone had to.

April 17, 2007

After the closure of two of the best blogs ever written, blogging stopped. I’m bored, so I thought I’d revive it a little with an update on things.

Life is looking up. There’s new good people everywhere, and the old shit ones are disappearing one by one. Some people still need to just stop existing (Parker, your time is coming).

There’s a fuckton of new good music and films coming in the next 2 months. I’m also rediscovering classic albums from summers past that I’d stopped listening to.

Summer is also just around the corner, with college courses ending on May 25th. The new people I’ve met, the great knights and the equals should make this summer better than the last one, and I can’t wait.

Coursework was also ended today, with the last final section handed in (albeit a day late). I also found out my teacher liked Linkin Park…good on her.

Just want to thank everyone who deserves it. They know who they are.


March 20, 2007

 To all those who recognise the title of this post and what it may behold…

click here

*sniff*…So, so many pirates…such beauty.